I am never the same person twice

Just what I like to hear

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Mon, 09 Apr 2007 15:46:37 -0700

David is improving so much! =D
I'm so happy he is recovering so quickly, although full recovery will be a long road at least he's on his way!

look at this blog for pictures of him and where he fell from :/ and updates on his status.

http://david0concrete1.blogspot.com

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color by number

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Thu, 05 Apr 2007 13:34:38 -0700

you're a color by number
but the key is all wrong
the colors seem
like they don't belong

but now that each space
is filled with a hue
I'm starting to think
the legend was true

cause your face is red
your heart is blue
and while you're stained
I can still see through

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What a nightmare

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Wed, 04 Apr 2007 14:13:30 -0700

Oh goodness, I don't even know where to begin.

maybe here is a good place: http://www.azcentral.com/community/phoenix/articles/0404phx-pvhigh404Z3.html

Anyway, they said that when he fell his brain hit his eye sockets and twisted, which bruised//injured the front left section of his brain and broke some connections. Damage to this area of his brain is not a good thing. It's the area that controls what they call "executive functions." Which includes, decision making and judgment. The area also controls personality traits. So when he recovers, he may never be fully functional again, and he may not be "David" anymore, or ever again. :(
It's so heart-breaking. He has done so much, like football and wrestling every year since middle school, and he plays the piano very well. I can't imagine him not doing those things anymore. Since his judgment may be impaired he may never drive or do many other things like that.
He also has pneumonia in one lung, probably caused by his immune system being down due to his head injury. The doctors said he'll probably experience the most recovery over the next 2 years, but after that he probably won't recover anymore, and he may have recurring infections [more cases of pneumonia] because of it.
He managed not to actually break any bones, probably because he's pretty muscular and that both cushioned and held his bones together, but his body is like a giant bruise. His muscles are bruised, and so is his brain. He's in a medically/chemically induced coma right now. They wake him up every hour to check on him but he usually wakes up frantic and thrashing cause his body is going crazy and so they have to put him back under because they don't want him to move too much and make things worse.
So many people are praying for him and his family. He needs all the help he can get.

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QotD: Strange Little Songs

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Wed, 28 Mar 2007 10:51:46 -0700

What are the weirdest song titles in your playlist or music collection?
Submitted by Charline.

You Can't Eat Cardboard with a Superficial Fork
the only thing worse than beating a dead horse is betting on one
which to bury, us or the hatchet?
complainte de la butte
may the horse be with you
failure to excommunicate
slow dancing in a burning room
where does the good go?
Chap Stick, Chapped Lips, And Things Like Chemistry
Hoopes I Did it Again
Reinventing the Wheel To Run Myself Over

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Starting Today [Undying]

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:04:53 -0700

Sweet words spilt
Like they’re something new
I love the splash,
But I can’t pour them on you

Get the broom
Sweep up this mess
A kindly gesture
Put to test

The petals are falling
The water’s unclear
Replenish the vase
But not with tears

Sharp words picked
Like a fresh bouquet
Someone’s getting
Flowers today

Don’t answer the door
It’s not what you think
You’re getting flowers
But they’ll make your heart sink

You don’t give them water
But they live anyway
They’ll haunt you forever
Starting today

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Cogitate

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:03:49 -0700

simple things

radiant in
the fading light
sprawling ‘cross
the sky tonight
spider webs
disrupt the sky
the simple things
catch your eye
questions slowly
begin to rise
one unanswered
why

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Two Color Scheme

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:03:21 -0700

blackened things
are worse than they seem
when you’re looking at
a two-color scheme
edges of a blanket
threads are bare
but it isn’t so bad
when the moment is shared

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three of a kind

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Fri, 23 Mar 2007 00:11:37 -0700

along came one
and then came two
so i just assumed
it was some sort of fluke

but then I realized
with a little unease
that I would soon
be dealing card three

at the start of the hand
you feigned discontent
made me responsible
for all your lament

but I know better
than to trust those lies
cause that's not what I hear
when I look in your eyes

there's another story
straining to break free
but your present tense
won't admit what you need

I've given you all
the cards you can get
until you wager
your next bet

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it's okay for everything to be okay

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Tue, 13 Mar 2007 16:27:40 -0700

I wish he didn't think something was always wrong so when I told him everything was fine, he'd actually believe me.

Something doesn't have to be wrong all the time! Everything can be going good- it's allowed. He always thinks something is wrong and then when I tell him nothing is wrong he thinks I'm lying//doesn't believe me and then I look distrusting. He says I don't tell him when stuff is bugging me but I do. And when I pointed out to him that just a few days ago I texted him because something was bugging me, he said that was only like the 2nd time I've ever told him something was bothering me. Well, maybe I'm just an easy-going person and not a lot of stuff bothers me. Ya sure little stuff happens that I don't like, but it isn't worth it to me to waste time being all upset when it's something little. I'd rather spend the time not caring about it and being happy.

When life gives me lemons, I just toss 'em in the trash and walk away.

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QotD: Famous Last Words

nobody@vox.com(Ciccia) — Fri, 09 Mar 2007 14:00:09 -0700

What will be your famous last words?
Submitted by ngocaroo.

HAHAHAHAHA [laughter]. =D

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